A BOY............

So where do I begin...well first sorry for not posting in awhile but here it goes. First of all I have never have had a boyfriend, so in my mind boys have had cooties for a long time. No this does not mean that I have never layed eyes on a cute boy, I just didn't act on it nor did I know how. As I grew up Sam was this one who had a boyfriend not me. So for awhile now I mean almost a year I have liked a guy. I did not tell anyone till about 5 months ago. When I did tell she asked me about a billion questions. She told me that I would probably act on it r get the nerve by Oct/ Nov. Now I am sure your thinkin it has taken you how long to act on this? I know I know, but this is WAY WAY of my comfort zone to ask him to a Phi Lamb event.

Well I did ask and he sad he was not sure if he could because he possibly be out of town. So I was bumbed to say the least, but still had little hope. So the officers and I are there extremely early an we had finished setting up we were learning all different kinds line dances, which is also out of my comfort zone to do a lot of dancing, but I decided I was going to have fun no matter if I knew what I was doin on that dance floor or not. So we were just waiting around for people to show up, because who comes on time to a party. Well about 8 or so I look up and see a particular vehicle pull in. When I say that vehicle that would have been when my heart fell on the ground like that kidney Meredith dropped last week on Grey's. So I picked up my heart put in back in a took a big breath and told myself I can do this.

He failed to say tell me he was coming so when I saw him it caught me way off guard. So to say the least I thought what do I do now. Now Sam is my coach because have no idea what to do with boys except smile at them. So he wandered around and I am thinkin what did Sam say to do...oh yeah talk to him!!!! About the time it dawns on me Jess says Jessi you must go talk to him he will never know so I did. It was good conversation. We talked about some of the most random things, but it was good.

I tried all night to get him to line dance, but he said he didn't know . So there is a whole another story of how we came about slow dancin but it was like the best 3min of my night. Ever since that night when I think about him I just cant stop smiling that's how happy I am about this boy!!

Now I have to get the guts again to ask him to the date party!!!!! YIKES

Here is a picture of me being sassy!!! The other picture is the officers and I!! P.S I had my best duds on and new pair of boots that have yellow on them, which made them even better. I hope you enjoy took me awhile to put on here!! P.P.S how do I add friends!!